What happens if you invite your enemy into your world. Will she distroy or enjoy the power of me having no other choice then to let her in. Since my friends likes her, I've seen her alot lately and it's has been fun. So maybe I should forget about the past and become friends. But what if the past happens again and I lose this time. Maybe all my friends, would that happen?

Am I willing to see behind past our past and find a new way for us to be friends or should I leave like it is, none of us liking each other but not being brave enough to tell each others that?

This is in english. WIth that said most of you are already bored. But my brain works in english and so my deepest thoughts should be in english. I'm not going to tell you who I am. That's why nobody can come up to me and say that they known my secrets. Actally it sounded very strange to say that. That having to unknown is the only way you know nobody will share your secret to the world and have it against you so she/he can win every fight you have. So the humanity is not really loyality but how do we known we have been? Maybe we always just thought about ourself. Or maybe the things we have been through just made us this way...